WAHH! I'M BACK TO BLOGGING.FINALLY. After all the persuations from my friends who keep telling me to update every single day. Sorry!Sorry!

OHmy! OH my!

I met my long lost friend just now! APPROXIMATELY AT 2PM! Waaaa! SCARY!

J is a friend of mine when we were in primary 5. He sat next to me in class during that year. J was one of the popular guys in school. He is handsome and can crack jokes really well. Many girls drooled over him, but the rumour was that he did not have a steady girlfriend. :D

We would spent most of the time talking, playing and not playing attention in class during lessons. He would always make me laugh until i almost cried! Not to forget, sometimes he would irritate me till i wouldn't want to talk to him. :(

The year was so memoriable that i felt happy whenever i was with him. He would teach me math and sci because i was weak in those two subjects.[ He was a clever boy yet he is a lazy bug =.=' ]

Through out the year, we went through the thick and thin together. [ As if. haha!]

After almost a whole year sitting next to him, it was soon the end of the year. We got back our end of year results and both of us scored with flying colours![But he was better than me. =.=] Anw, thanks to him for making me score well! haha! Thank you J! On the last day of sch, we didnt talk that much like we used to. He seemed quiet and unusual. So i just ignored him. During the two months school holiday, i kept thinking of him.

Yay! It was the first day of school! i can get to see J! That was my first thought before i went to sch on the first day. I was so eager to see him. I didn't know why. However, when i reached sch and get settled down on my seat with the rest of my classmates, i did'nt realise that J was not there. After a while, i felt that smth is wrong. Where's J?

I felt something fishy instantly after realising that its alr assembly time and he wasn't there with our class . It is the first day of sch. Why didn't he come?

The first few days went passed and he constantly didn't come to sch. So i felt worried for him. My first thought was is he sick? does he has an illness that he couldnt even come to sch on the whole first week of sch?All sorts of reasons ran through my mind. However, i had nothing to prove that i was right. I came to ask my classmates and they didn't know. So i just kept this little feeling of worried all by myself. Second week when passed, the third week.....

I become more and more worried. I couldn't even sleep at night. Shit! why am i feeling so strange?

Another mundane day but this time was different. why?

Mrs Leong," Class, i have smth to tell u. Our dearest classmate J as u know, has not been coming to sch because....he has transferred to another sch. However i'm not sure which sch he went."

Amazingly, i cried. For the second time i cried on a guy. I was damn fucking stunned! my heart was beatting faster every single time i think of him. Gaaahh! ENOUGH SAID. I dont wanna explain much on this part.

i swear i didn't know what sch he went. Somehow, in the middle part of the year, i got to know from my classmates that keep in contact with him that he went to Pioneer Pri . Haiyo. i felt very EMO. haha! Through the year in Pri 6, i kind of slack and not focussing. I was not motivated. However, i still remember the promise that J had made. He will be a good boy. I wonder how he is doing there.

TICK,TOCK,TICK,TOCK.

PSLE was just ard the corner. I had not prepared. Shit! I remember that I only started revising drastically a few months before the exam. However, i managed to relatively score an average result. Not too bad or good. Just 226 for my aggregate.

How's J? I suddenly questioned myself. On the day that i came to my pri sch to take my report book, i overheard my classmates say," Eh, J got 260 for PSLE."

Wow! I was proud! Yay! He really proved me that he is a good boy! WELL DONE J!

However, i couldnt congratulate him. He was like a missing guy! haha! I couldnt see him. Only received news from my ex pri classmates that i was still keepng in touch with him.

Secondary One......, Secondary Two.......

No news of him. So sad.

HERE COMES.Secondary Three.

Somehow, i suddenly remembered abt him a few weeks ago. I was watching Olympics in the mid night. It was on male Gymnastic games. I wasnt really watching the tv . Just sitting in front of the tv and listen to the commentator while i was doing my last minute POA revision.

And yeah..listen,listen,listen, take a quick glance, revise. Until i finished my revision and i packed my books .Finally I managed to sit in front of the tv and watch the show peacfully. It was the prize giving part. YAY! i wonder who was the winner.

Who was the winner? I dont know. But what i know, he reminds me of J.

And that was when i started thinking of him again after the two years break of forgetting him.

HAIYO!NOT AGAIN!I HATE FLASHING BACK MEMORIES. GRR.

TODAY IS TEACHER'S DAY! HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY!

I met J at POPULAR bkshop at Causeway Point. It was.....

I was emoing. Then i went to the books corner to check out some new books.ALONE.i said again. I WAS ALONE. Pathetic huh? but that was the only way to destress. Being alone helps me sometime. Try it one day. hehe!

So yeahh..i was alone. I picked some stuffs like colour pencils,eraser and pencils to purchase. Oh yea! i forgot to buy sharpener. Shit. nvm.

Then i sat in front of a rack of cool books! it entertained me. At least. I read some of the summaries. I was tempted to buy the books and scrutinised all the books in detail. As if i could buy them. I called Hasanah and asked her abt the book that she is currently reading. Then asked her whether i should buy or not. Then she said " U try reading my book first. If u like it then u purchase another book."

And i agreed.

I stood up after realising that ppl were watching me because i was the only one sitting down. Erk..Don't mind me ppl.:P

So yeahh..i stood up and walk a little here and there. Bought the things that i have picked up earlier.

Made myself a new POPULAR card and the cashier asked me to wait for ard 5-10 minutes to wait for the card as they were making me one. YAY!

And so i waited. That was went i met J.

I dont know exactly how HW and J was there too. I didnt realise until i was standing facing one of the shelf, flipping a book to read and when I turned ard...

HW WAS STANDING BEHIND ME!

i startled a little and' melatah. HAHA!

HW was talking on the phone and he ignored me. I approached him amd asked him what he was doing there but he refused to bother. I felt like i'm invisible at that point of time.

So i browsed again on the other shelves and asked again what he was doing there. He refused to bother. I heard him saying my name on the phone. HAIYO. I moved on to the other shelf.

Suddenly i heard a voice. "What?"

I turned ard. It was HW. Finally he realised that i am visible.

I asked him what he was doing there. He said he was waiting for the rest of our ex pri sch classmate. He said J is coming to sch. HW also nagged at me because i was still wearing class t. HAHA! Sry okay.

HW said smth so fast that i couldnt catch what he was saying. I knew he had said smth abt J but i couldnt understand what. And then i got irritated by him and i walked away. HW shouted," There's J! Ure Idol!" bla bla bla. i couldnt hear clearly what he was saying. I looked up and realised that i had just walked passed J. OMG! i kind of smell his pefume i think. Haha. From the side view, I could tell that he was smiling. DAMN!

I was too shocked that i walked quickly walked to the counter to collect my card and quickly walked off. I turned ard to look at them. J's back was facing me and HW was looking at me in amazement. haha! i glared at HW.O.O

ok. thats all. i joined HW to pri sch and ended up not going into the sch because there were so many freaking ppl waiting outside. J was alr inside. He signed in first. So i didnt get the chance to see him again. haha!

NVM. OK. I'M TIRED BLOGGING TODAY.

tc ppl. I love u all.

P.S: i chatted with J in msn just now. he still remember me. YAY!

Good luck J for all ur upcoming exam! All the Best!

ate chocolate at 3:24 AM